December 27th tomorrow I start training

Vector Training is tomorrow, my X-mas was interesting, met somone called "The Rabbit" friend of the dragon's who makes the apple pie drink. he's kinda cool.  Although I am now contantly worried that my panda has used me for Sex, the Dragon says I'm paranoid, and that it's probably some other reason she hasnt be talkative, nbut the sinking feeling in my chest is scarying me to the point of madness, is this what Insanity does? drives you to think of things that cannot possibly be true until they are reality? I think I'm going to go watch SoulxEater. good show.